canoe

WHAA WEEE
guess what ?
i'm joining canoeing
yes yes
i'm gonna be super big and dark
but hey
at least i get to slim down
and its something different lar
phew
first training today
was damn tired
slowest runner
weakest in the team basically in physical terms
lalala
but i believe that one day
through hard work and determination
i can pull through and be the best runner
i dunno haha
hope i do put it to action
instead of just blabbering big things again
:P

ok

yes
yes
yes
ITS THE HOLIDAYS AGAIN
but have lessons on mon tue wed and cca on sat
so its kinda packed
but who cares
orientation turned out better on last two days
boring but better
first day of lectures today
H2 math and H1 Physics
kinda confused
needta revise on sec school stuff
my brains been stagnant for too long
need to get moving
for my future
sigh

ok
school's started
orientation programme uber boring
coming home at arnd 4-5 pm everyday
F**K man
feeling so vulgar nowadays
dunno why
its just talks in the morning
then some lame activities in the afternoon
learning some stupid dance
uber lame
luckily evon's in the same OG as me
entertain each other during the boring bits
kinda like dreading to go to school tomorrow
stupid dance
stupid talks
STUPID GUYS
this just renewed my sense of disgust towards guys
i dunno
being in a girl's school is soo much more enjoyable
not that i'm lesbian or anything(gross :P)
but its just that there is more freedom in a girl's school
shit
i'm just gonna study real hard for 'A's then move on
its just another phase of life i have to go through
just another meaningless phase of life
just think about it
you study soo darn hard for around two centuries of your life
then you work soo hard for another four to five centuries
then you retire, sit around and eventually die off
admit it
it is meaningless

i'm just talking crap ...